Natasha Bedingfield -These Words

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
No one's gonna let it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)Whoah oh...

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Resided in over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you're gonna raise the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyper bowl to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you...
I love you, is that okay...?

BREATHING
I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
and take a breath and hold on tight
spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's doorand listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one's you
let me feel one more time what it
feels like to feel and
break these calluses off of me one more time
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight that's alright,
alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside your door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah where I wanna be
I don't want a thing from you
bet you're tired of me
waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground
cause I just want to be here now
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's doorand listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah where I wanna be
where I wanna be

By- Jose' Pasillas

OmManiPadmeHum

Big Thanks to Anonymous

Big thanks to Anonymous for the wonderfully moving Pep Talk

Keep up the good work


Suicide isn't so bad, give it a chance.
Thinking about suicide but you're not sure if it's the right thing to do? Here are some tips to help you decide whether or not killing yourself is a good choice:
1. Do you live at home but your parents are always making you clean your room and do your homework? It's a sure sign that they don't love you and that they want you to kill yourself. Why else would they make you clean your room? What are they going to do next, ground you? Make you wear braces? Don't kid yourself, the message is clear.
2. If you just got out of a bad relationship and you feel like things are never going to get better; you're right. Everyone knows that suicide is the only option, stop procrastinating. Look on the bright side, at least your ex will feel guilty for a couple of minutes--but don't count on it.
3. Depressed? Don't have any friends? I guess nobody told you, but being depressed and feeling lonely isn't normal. Everyone else is happy, and has lots of friends so there must be something wrong with you. Put the prozac away, what you need is rat poison.
4. Spill a drink at a party? Drop a plate of food in a restaurant? Nobody else has to live with that kind of embarrassment; you know what you have to do.
5. Flunked out of college? Don't know algebra? Here's a question you should know the answer to: Flunked out of college + Don't know algebra = Time for _____. Chances are you still don't know the answer, so here's a hint: it starts with an 's' and ends in 'uicide'.
6. Traffic jam? Sometimes bad luck isn't a coincidence. Do you really want to sit in traffic for another half hour? Look on the bright side, if you're a viking you'll be going to Valhalla. Then again, you're probably not, but eternal damnation in hell is probably the next best thing.
7. Telemarketers keep calling? It's easier to hang yourself than to get rid of a telemarketer, am I wrong? If you're lucky, Home Depot might be having a sale on rope. After all, you don't want to die letting people think you weren't frugal.
8. Flu? You realize that there's no cure for the flu, right? Well, no cure that doesn't involve painting the wall with your brains.
9. Flat tire? Do I have to spell it out for you?
10. College application get rejected? Take the hint.
Hope you found this guide helpful, mention it in your suicide note. On second thought, why bother? Nobody will read it.

i was hurt by you
do you care
if i was alone now
would you be there?
or am i nothing to you now

To You

The times are hard
I know this is too
Finding a way to forget
Is not something easy to do
My actions were wrong
And I admit
But there are some things that I can only take to a certin existent
Change is hard
And this is true
I learned that from a certin person
And that person was you
To react badly is easy
But it's not the best
I have to get this out or else I won't rest
I was wrong and you were right
For now on I'll try not to put up a fight
My opinion fights what I know I should do
And for that I'm sorry
I'm sorry if I hurt you

My dream used to be sweet

The dreams used to be beautiful
But now they are all gone
And there is nothing there but pain
I walk through the valley of hell and there's nothing I can do but dwell
I have been here once before
I remember how I felt
It hurt inside until there was nothing left
Love has beaten me down
There nothing leftI lay face to the ground
With nothingI'm left in the sound of silence
And it scares me to death
I can't hear a thing I can't hear my breath
I long to hear you call my name
Love has beaten me down again
I hate this feelingI'm walking down the shadowy halls of hell again
Not alive Why am I hurt inside?
I know you don't care
But it kills me when I know that you aren't there
I miss the love we had
I miss the love we shared
I miss the times you made me laugh
But now it's all gone and there's nothing there
I feel so bareI see the moon every night
But yet I haven't see you
You're far out of sight
I miss you like the sun misses the moon on a sunny day when night and day are forced to be away
I miss you so much
But yet there's nothing I can do because when it comes to the point I know I miss you way too much
They say everyone has a someone
I think it's you But every time I love you, love beats me down again
And I'm forced to hate you Because loving you was a sin
The shadows stay And there's no point in the light of day
When I know there is not a good deed to pay
I seek an angel of mercy
I kneel down to her and ask her one question
In my days and nights I've cried a river of tears
And lost a countless amount of love
Why can't I let it go and fall away
Or is this how love will stay

Love's Beaten Me Down

The blood it flows
Out of my wrist down to my elbows
You feel no painBut yet you have killed my brain
I hate youYou fucked me up so bad
I can't believe that you thought that it was love that we had
My death day is coming
I'm slowly wasting away my life on you
My death day is closer
The blood from the knife is cutting in deeper
And I can't feel it because all I can feel if the touch of your finger
I miss you
You dismiss me
Why dose this have to be that you don't love me
Fuck you
Fuck your life up
I'm sick of you
I hope you find time to grow up
I hope someday you realize that all you ever had for her was lies
I hope some day you come back to me
But right now there's no such thing as love that was meant to be
Fuck the world and everything there
Because all that's there is lives to spare
We will all die one day
The devil will take over our souls
There's no use for pray
Cut my wrist and burn my arm
I feel no harm
Because it's all gone
My death day has come
Love's beaten me down.

I Wish

i wish i could cry
and everyone and no-one would see
i wish i could die
and everyone and no-one would miss me
i wish i was home
and everyone and no-one was there
i wish i was alone
and everyone and no-one would care
i wish i was loved
and everyone and no-one knew
i wish i was l0ved
by everyone and no one and you

I Wish

i wish i could cry
and everyone and no-one would see
i wish i could die
and everyone and no-one would miss me
i wish i was home
and everyone and no-one was there
i wish i was alone
and everyone and no-one would care
i wish i was loved
and everyone and no-one knew
i wish i was l0ved
by everyone and no one and you