what do you tell him when he says he would rather have you as a friend for the rest of our existance than have you as his for a limited amount of time?? if you say i want to be with you for the rest of our existance it would gve him the creeps and it's waaaaaaaaay so not true no offence he's a great guy but i dunno it's just ..no anyway.

he says that we both have issues we need to work out before we commit to anything and i fully agree with that it's just i dunno i just don't want shit to fuck up like it did with me and william. He's going out with gabby now !! Yey for them they make such a great couple!!! anyway i'll be back later ot finish this i need something.

"#1 Crush"

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I'll tear it apart

I will lie for you
I can steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all my love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.

6. ALL I NEED
By R. Thomas

EVERYWHERE SOMEONE'S GETTING OVER
EVERYBODY CRIES AND SOMETIMES
YOU CAN STILL LOSE EVEN IF YOU REALLY TRY
TALKING 'BOUT THE DREAM LIKE THE DREAM IS OVER
TALK LIKE THAT WON'T GET YOU NOWHERE
EVERYBODY'S TRUSTING IN THE HEART
LIKE THE HEART DON'T LIE

BUT THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED
SOMEONE ELSE TO CLING TO
SOMEONE I CAN LEAN ON UNTIL
I DON'T NEED TO
JUST STAY ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT
AND IN THE MORNING LET ME DOWN
CUZ THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED RIGHT NOW

EVERYWHERE SOMEONE'S GETTING OVER
EVERYBODY'S LIED TO SOMEONE
PEOPLE STILL USE OTHER PEOPLE
WITH A CROOKED SMILE
ALL AROUND THE WORLD
THERE'S A SINKING FEELING
SOMEWHERE RIGHT NOW
SOMEONE'S REALLY
DOWN ON THEMSELVES
AND DON'T KNOW WHY

AND THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED
SOMEONE ELSE TO CLING TO
SOMEONE I CAN LEAN ON UNTIL
I DON'T NEED TO
JUST STAY ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT
AND IN THE MORNING LET ME DOWN
CUZ THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED RIGHT NOW

LIFE AIN'T NO
BEAUTY SHOW
WE DON'T KNOW WHERE TOMORROW ENDS
AND WHEN WE'RE SAD
IT'S KIND OF A DRAG

I FINALLY HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!!!!

the interview took 6 minutes and i start on monday !!!! yey for me i am going out tonite to celebrate and i'm going to a party tomorrow nite and i guess i'll celebrate there to !!!!! yey finally a bank account with some use to it!!!!