Sunday, February 23, 2003

Poor poor boy has no idea what he has started. he sould know by now not to fuck with me it just give me another chance to bring him down. and i never loose! he went out of my life when she went into his and thats that he has no say on what or when i do things and with whom is my business only. it all started with her!!!! i didn't tell her for a reason then she gets the shits with me for being honest .... I can't talk to her like before i never will be able to he has broken us and thats that. she can never fix that with i'm sorry it'll never work. i hate him soo much for what he has dun. the only person in my world i thought i could trust and he takes that away from me. well he's going to know he was wrong to do that and he is going to fuck off and move to china!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 08, 2003


"Out Of Breath"

I still feel the same
though everything has changed
the pain it cost now I feel lost inside of my own name
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
that I'm with you
the past has left its stain
now I feel the shame
I'll seize the day if you take away the chains of yesterday
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
and I am waiting
I am waiting
I keep waiting for the day that I'm with you
a new day the sun is shining
seems I'm closer to finding
that life is more than what we hide
no way that I am turning
as long as the sun is burning
now it seems that all I want is you
I still feel the same
though everything has changed
the pain it costs now I feel lost inside of my own name
but I keep running
I am running
I keep living for the day that I'm with you
and I am waiting
I am waiting
I keep waiting for the day that I'm with you
that I'm with you