Wednesday, October 22, 2003

I told him what i needed to say and you bag me for it and make me feel worse bout saying it in the first place stop trying to make me hate you stop trying to push people away some times i dont understand how you work ...how do your feelings work because sometimes you disregard others

Monday, October 20, 2003

I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved

And I feel you holding me

Oh, oh
And when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone

And I'd rather be in love
Yes, I'd rather be in love
Oh, I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me, oh

"Desperately"
(feat. Jessica Harp)

Something 'bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives seperately
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

[Chorus:]
Oh why can't I ignore it?
I keep giving it in but I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you so desperately

You looked my way and said "you frustrate me"
Like you're thinking of lines and times
When you and I were you and me
We took our chance out on the street
Then I missed my chance
And chances are it won't be coming back to me

Why can't I ignore it?
I keep giving in, but I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it strange that things change
But not me wanting you-

So desperately
So desperately

[CHORUS]

I keep giving in but I should know better
I keep giving in but I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately

Friday, October 17, 2003

Yey i had so much fun last night

Shanna is and ANGEL
Shanna is a STAR
Shanna is a girl with no underwire in her bra
Shanna is a BUDDY
Shanna is a PAL
Shanna saved my life but she doesnt know how
Shanna is a PILLER
Shanna is a ROCK
Shanna is a girl so she doesnt have a cock :P

hey it's the best i can do i'll fix it later lol but it is still cool hehehehehhe

If I said that I would be ok and I wouldn't
would that be a lie?
And if I then said that I didn't mind but I really did would that be even worse?
And if I said that I would forgive them
but I knew I never could
would that be a lie
or just a different version of the truth?

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

EMPTY SPACE
too late to hide
and too tired to care
take what you've learned
and forget the rest
take what you see
of what's left of me
you know where I've been
and I don't want to go there again

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
but an empty space

I've been down
this road before
all that I've found
points me right back to you
and I've watch you move
from down below
where do I go from here
I guess I'll find out as I go

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
but an empty space

you're beautiful
you're confusing
you're illogical
you're amazing
and I've seen the world
it's overrated
until you're everything
I have nothing
until you're everything
I have nothing
but an empty space

If I was crying would you hold me?
If I was sad would you smile for me ?
If I was tired would you rest with me?
If I was alone would you rescue me?
If I was dying would you cry for me?
If i was sick would you care for me?
If I was scared would you comfort me?
If I was angery would you calm me?
If I was someone else would you love me?
You pretend like I’m not here.

I don’t know what to say to you anymore I tell you things and you pretend you never heard them. I ask you things and you never answer me. And even when you do it is never an answer just a nosie or an I don’t know and it is not helping. I don’t know if your just scared or something but I am sick of me talking and you pretending to listen I want to know what you have to say. I want to know what you feel ….I need to know that there is something there. But some how I know I am going to be disappointed in the out come of this quest. I always am. I want something more from you that I am not entirly sure that you have. I am not sure what it is but I want the chance to be able to find it with you

Friday, October 10, 2003

Addicted Lyrics



I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
BUt I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you