HOOBASTANK

Hoobastank was fuking awsome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shanna-jaye touched doug's hand !!!!!!!!!!!!! spoiled cow :op

anyway i had the best time it was so cool . DAYEM to Doug's Body and the first supporting act wasnt that bad either ..


anyways got to go am at work naughty naughty

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He left a card, a bar of soap
and a scrubbing brush next to a note
that said “use these down to your bones”
and before I knew, I had shiny skin
and it felt easy being clean like him,
I thought “this one knows better than I do”.

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
he tried to cut me so I’d fit.

And doesn’t that sound familiar? Doesn’t that hit too close to home?
Doesn’t that make you shiver: the way things could’ve gone?
And doesn’t it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far
could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats,
she smelled like sugar and spoke like the sea
and she told me don’t trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one,
looked at my insides clicking her tongue
and said “this will all have to come undone”.

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle,
she tried to blunt me so I’d fit.

And doesn’t that sound familiar? Doesn’t that hit too close to home?
Doesn’t that make you shiver: the way things could’ve gone?
And doesn’t it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far
could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realised just in time,
although my old self was hard to find,
you can bathe me in your finest wine
but I’ll never give you mine
‘Cos I’m a little bit tired of fearing that I’ll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we’d all dream the same?

And doesn’t that sound familiar? Doesn’t that hit too close to home?
Doesn’t that make you shiver: the way things could’ve gone?
And doesn’t it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
could you leave me with a scar?
Could you leave me with a scar?

Great Winter Destination!!!!!

I am so fucking sick of having to work.

i become a different person when i have to go to work every day i hate the person i am
i dont have time for my friends and never sleep well eat crap put on weight and just feel like shit .

i miss being able to go out when i felt i miss my friends because i dont connect with them like i used to i am scared of losing them and having no one . i wish my life was simple like in high school i wish i could have be 16 forever never having real responsiblities just have just enough to make you think you knew everything.

it scares me if i dont know what going to happen all my life i have tried to steer myself towards something but everytime i thought i was almost where i wanted to be i slipped under the steering wheel and got caught on the brake.

i wish people would love me
i wish people could see
the way you treat a parasite
is the way that you treat me

i feel abandoned
left alone
all i want
is a nice warm home

someones arm around me tight
love i know
a love that's right
one i know will never exist for me