Great Winter Destination!!!!!

I am so fucking sick of having to work.

i become a different person when i have to go to work every day i hate the person i am
i dont have time for my friends and never sleep well eat crap put on weight and just feel like shit .

i miss being able to go out when i felt i miss my friends because i dont connect with them like i used to i am scared of losing them and having no one . i wish my life was simple like in high school i wish i could have be 16 forever never having real responsiblities just have just enough to make you think you knew everything.

it scares me if i dont know what going to happen all my life i have tried to steer myself towards something but everytime i thought i was almost where i wanted to be i slipped under the steering wheel and got caught on the brake.

i wish people would love me
i wish people could see
the way you treat a parasite
is the way that you treat me

i feel abandoned
left alone
all i want
is a nice warm home

someones arm around me tight
love i know
a love that's right
one i know will never exist for me