i have been pretend to be someone else my entire life that i have forgotten who i actually am and i dont think i am going to be able to fix it.

I am lonely
I want friends
I want a stranger to fall in love with me
I want an angel that is there to catch me
I want some one i can trust
I want to go out and be the centre of attention
I want to be admired for something
I want to have at least one good personality trate
I want to be in love with some one who returns the feelings
I want something i cant have and it kills me
I want to be alive again
I want to be happy for others that have something i dont
I want to be able to smile for me and for others
I want to be a famous rock star
I want to be content
I want to be thin
I want to be beautiful
I want to be


Some one else

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough

I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
And tumblin' and breakin'

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights

I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get

I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could