I don’t know what to say to you anymore I tell you things and you pretend you never heard them. I ask you things and you never answer me. And even when you do it is never an answer just a nosie or an I don’t know and it is not helping. I don’t know if your just scared or something but I am sick of me talking and you pretending to listen I want to know what you have to say. I want to know what you feel ….I need to know that there is something there. But some how I know I am going to be disappointed in the out come of this quest. I always am. I want something more from you that I am not entirly sure that you have. I am not sure what it is but I want the chance to be able to find it with you