TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Amanda Tiller
Birthday:	28th August
Birthplace:	Kingaroy Queensland
Current Location:	Sunshine Coast Queensland
Eye Color:	Hazel - Green when i am angry or upset
Hair Color:	At the mo' Black and red bits
Height:	162cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	Dutch on Mum's side Brit on Dad's
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my volley's
Your Weakness:	Not knowing my weaknesses
Your Fears:	Being forgotten, SPIDERS, any insect really
Your Perfect Pizza:	Double cheese and bacon burger pizza (Domino's)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Making a goal for next year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL ....is that even a phrase???
Thoughts First Waking Up:	how long do i have....can i go back to sleep????
Your Best Physical Feature:	Eyes, hair
Your Bedtime:	whenever i get tired
Your Most Missed Memory:	Anytime with nanna or Uncle Glen
Pepsi or Coke:	Diet Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton's
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Caffine Dont care
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	i like to think i can
Do you Shower Daily:	twice
Have you Been in Love:	Not that i am aware of
Do you want to go to College:	used to
Do you want to get Married:	havent thought about it ...someday maybe
Do you belive in yourself:	No
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	hell no
Do you get along with your Parents:	am starting to
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Love 'em
Do you play an Instrument:	Want to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	yes
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	Dramaticlly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I am grown up ........Alive?????
What country would you most like to Visit:	America
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Green
Favourite Hair Color:	Dark
Short or Long Hair:	depends
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	don't care
Best Clothing Style:	don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken:2
Number of CDs I own:	over 300
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	2 soon to be 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	some
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Sometimes I feel alone in a room full of people physically I am not on my own but I feel so abandoned. Sometimes I feel like the world is passing me by like when your bus misses the stop and keeps going with out you , that is how I feel about life. I keep missing my bus. I spend all my time running to beat it to the next stop and when I finally get there it just sails on by the passengers inside laughing and pointing at me and I never learn I always keep chasing the bus I always beat the bus but only long enough for me to look up and see the face of the people already there. Some have the look of disappointment other the look of concern but most of them look at me with a smile on their face because they know that they are safely on the bus and find my humiliation amusing. Along with the faces you get the silent words of “she’ll never get there” and “I don’t even know why she bothers” these words these silent words I drown in them sitting on the bottom of the ocean floor waiting for the water to fill my lungs but nothing. Willing the water to suffocate me I open my mouth at least now I will not have to worry about it but nothing. A malicious ploy knowing that I can sit here for as long as I want but I am here for others to ridicule it is my place in this world to run eternally after the mystical bus that is life and I am to unendingly listen to the silent words that drown me and stare at the faces that burn my eyes as the world leave me here in my ocean running forever.