I cant love you anymore
I dont want to sit here and know i cant have you

I hate having to look at you
I hate having to know you
I hate having to pretend that I dont care
I hate the way you think that ignoring me will make me fall out of love
I hate the way you pretend you dont care that i love you
I hate the way you wont talk about it
I hate the way we can talk about anything real
I hate us
I hate me
But I cant hate you.. i have tried it wont work

still I have learned to look at you as a friend even though it kills me inside.