she says ask i asked PFFT! big help that was! i havent heard from him since woo! like i give a shit anyway! i know what he's gunna say "i think were better as friends" or something equally pathetic ripped out of a stupid cheesey american movie. i hate myself i so shouldnt of asked him i should have just shut up and played it my way! if i dont say anything he wont know rite? BULLSHIT! oh god i am having a REALLY bad day and i have run out of FUCKING CIGARETTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!